My learnings from financial domination and slavery
I've been submissive all my life, and have served several dommes during that time. I've been into financial domination for about three years, around 1 and a half of those being devoted to Goddess Tierra. From my time serving Goddess Tierra I learned a lot about serving a Domme, a lot about myself, human nature, and the world. This will be the last post I make in this blog as I have now overcome my association with BDSM (not just financial domination) and I'm looking forward to the new year where I can put all this behind me, and pursue a life of freedom, mutual love and joy.
Before I go though, I thought I'd write a little post about my experiences, how to be a good slave, my mistakes, and how to overcome financial domination should you choose to.
10 keys to being a good financial slave (and any slave/submissive for that matter):
Every decision you make, think how will your Goddess benefit?
It's human nature to think Whats in it for me? But as a slave, you should think Whats in it for my Goddess. I think this shift in thinking is one of the most important you can do as a slave. Constantly think about pleasing your Goddess/Princess/Domme/Owner. As an example, when your at work, and your hungry, at break time you might think about going to the vending machines for a chocolate bar. Ask yourself, do I REALLY NEED that chocolate bar, or do I just want it? Stop, hold back, and save that 50p for your Goddess. It may seem small but added up over the course of a year those 50p chocolate bars will add up.
Do NOT be clingy/needy
Dommes HATE needy, clingy guys. If you email/message/contact a Domme, wait patiently for Her to reply. Don't send her hundreds of emails/IMs/messages begging or whining or whatever if she doesn't respond. If She doesn't respond She is busy doing something more important. Respect that. If She wants to contact You back She will do that in HER own time. Don't beg/whine/be clingy.
Give your Goddess every penny you possibly can each month, but DO NOT overspend.
Look at your income and expenditure figures, cut down on all the non-essentials, and give your owner the rest. It's a simple principle to grasp but it's harder to execute. If your new to findom, it's best to take it in small steps rather than jumping straight into total financial control. Start with say 50% of your disposable income, then 75% then 90% and so on.
It's critical you do not overspend. It's so hard to not over-exert yourself when your in that 'financial domination emotional state' where your weak and just can't say no, but if you want a sustainable long term D/s relationship with your domme, its one thing you'll have to do. Overspending was the main contributing factor that caused me to leave money slavery. Set a spending limit that you can't go beyond. If you have a good Domme, She will respect it. If not you need a new Domme. If a Domme is just interested in extracting as much money as She can from her slave, even if he can't afford it and she knows it, it's a big red flag – it indicates she is not really into the 'fetish' and 'control' aspects, but into selfish financial gain. There is a difference between a domme pushing so it stings a little, and ruthlessly demanding the slave spend way beyond his means.
It's Your Goddess' money - If you need (or want) to buy yourself something, always ask permission first!
As an owned slave, Your Goddess owns you and everything you own and have. Every penny in your account is HERs not yours. As such you should ALWAYS ask your owner permission before you spend HER money.
Never disobey your Domme
If She says no cumming, then don't cum. If She says buy x, y, z, DO IT! Don't whine or complain, just do it.
What can you do to cut costs?
Back in July 2008 I used to get a bus to work. I had to get on two busses. It cost around $8 a day to get to work and back. That equates to $40 per week, $160 per month, and almost $2000 per year! To cut costs I decided to cycle to work. I cycled the 13 miles to work and back each day every day in all weathers. I hated it when it rained and everyone at work thought I was crazy, but it was something I did for my Goddess, and it let me spend even more on Her. I didn't own a car, but I would have sold it for Her if I had one. That would have released a lot of cash in a short time, meaning a large high value wishlist item could have been bought for my owner.
What can you sell to raise more money for your Goddess?
I had an old laptop that I didn't use that I sold for a few hundred dollars. I also sold my old university books. What can you sell that will enable you to spend more on Your owner?
What skills do you have that can help your Domme?
Do you know how to program computers? HTML? Flash? Marketing/advertising? What can your domme use you for? There is nothing more fulfilling as a slave than to finish a long full time shift at work earning Your Goddess money, than to get home and get back to work for Her in Your spare time too.
Set goals
You don't accomplish anything in life without written goals. Set a goal, and write it out each morning in a spiral notebook. Goals must be specific and time bound. For example a goal I wrote was 'I will give Goddess Tierra $25,000 by 31st December 2009'. I wrote that goal out each day every day for all of 2009, and I achieved it. Goal setting is amazing, it works.
Maintain a detailed blog about your life as a slave.
This serves to show others how devoted you are, as an example of how other slaves can serve their dommes, and also gives Your domme free advertising and boosts their position in search engine rankings. If you have a blog be sure to put as many links to Your domme's blog/website as possible. The more links to a website/blog, the higher they are ranked in search engines.
If you put these ten points into action you will be respected as a slave and will maintain a good relationship with Your Domme. An 11th point, would be to be a 'settler'. See the section on overcoming findom about this. If your a 'settler' you will be a slave for life, and very valuable to Your domme.
Overcoming financial domination
I believe there are two types of financial slaves – settlers and fighters.
Settlers are content with their position in life, understand they are a slave and always will be, and know their life purpose is to serve their owner and devote their entire life to them.
Fighters know there is more to life than financial domination, they realize that by continuing serving their domme they are making a huge sacrifice. They resolve to do whatever it takes to overcome financial domination and to reclaim the life they were meant to live. Their life purpose is NOT to serve their owner.
The fundamental difference is life purpose. Settlers life purpose is to serve their domme. Fighters life purpose is something else.
At one point I was a settler, but I now believe I was a pseudo-settler. It was a mindset I had acquired that I thought was my life purpose, but I later woke up and realized I was heading down the wrong path - A path, laden with financial ruination, social isolation and a wasted life of regret.
This section is intended for the fighters (or pseudo-settlers) who want to stand tall and once and for all overcome their affiliation with financial domination!
There is very little information on financial domination around. No books, no support groups, and psycho-therapists have never heard of it before. There is another blog on LJ, http://findom-help.livejournal.com. This has some valuable information, but it's not all that helpful. I've taken some ideas from there, and also some from my own ideas to overcome financial domination.
The first step
I think the first step to overcoming financial domination is to accept 100% responsibility for your actions and situation. At the end of the day, your domme INFLUENCED you, she did not FORCE you to spend what you spent or do what you did. This is great news because if you chose to act, you can also chose to correct what you did, by controlling your thoughts and emotions to prevent you from relapsing, and by clearing your debts so any damage done by findom is reversed. Brian Tracy, in his audio program the Psychology of Achievement talked about thoughts being causes, and conditions being effects. This is very true, especially with regard to financial domination. The thoughts you think result in all the actions you do, which is why its critical you learn to control your thoughts (and emotions). There is more specific information as to how to control your thoughts later.
After you have accepted total responsibility for your situation, the next step is to set goals.
Set a goal to resolve to maintain control of your thought processes and emotions at all times and in all situations (info on how to do this specifically is later in the post). It's essential to set a goal of controlling your thoughts and emotions (or something to that effect) rather than 'overcome financial domination'. This is because the subconscious mind cannot process negatives. If I say do NOT think of a pink elephant, that is what you think about. It's impossible for you to NOT think of it. If you even mention what you want to avoid you are actually programming yourself to do it as it is subconsciously being embedded in your mind! (read any books on NLP, e.g. Frogs into princes by Bandler and Grinder for more on this). When you set goals it should always be towards motivated – about what you want, not about what you want to avoid. So thats why you should set a goal to maintain control of your thought processes and emotions at all times and in all situations.
Another goal to set is to clear all your debts by a certain date, then put a plan into action to accomplish this. Determine how much you will have to pay each month to clear your debt, and follow through. Pay as much as possible to clear the debt in the shortest period of time. The idea is to limit the amount of disposable income you have so you won't have enough to spend on findom. It also encourages you to NOT go back to financial domination so you won't add to the debt on the credit card!
Now you've set your goals, write them down in a spiral notebook every single day. This pushes them into your subconscious mind, and will help you bring them into being.
The process of emotional control – the key to overcoming financial domination
It's important to rethink the whole concept of financial domination being an 'addiction'. If you study NLP (Neuro-linguistic programming) you learn some words have strong meanings and connotations attached. For example, someone may say someone 'passed away' rather than died, there was 'collateral damage' rather than civilian deaths, or fornication rather than sex outside marriage. These emotionally charged words are often used in persuasion and influence - the last example being a favourite used by the church to promote monogamy!
Now, many dommes want you to believe financial domination is an 'addiction'. What connotations are attached to the word addiction? We think its hard to break, we imagine drug addicts, alcoholics, relapses, etc. Addiction is NOT something you want to associate with financial domination! Its far better to see it as a neutral term. I like to think of financial domination as a 'dis-empowering thought process'.
This is all financial domination is at the end of the day – a dis-empowering thought process! If you study how the brain works, you find that the subconscious mind links information together. The brain effectively is a pattern recognizing system. It links incoming sensory stimuli (e.g. sights/sounds, etc) to ideas already contained within the mind that are similar to the stimuli. The mind also links feelings to the stimuli and creates meaning. For example if a domme shakes her ass to get you horny, while commanding you to buy her stuff from her wishlist or send her a tribute, etc your mind links arousal with sending the Domme money! When you get off on this, it creates the belief that you are into financial domination. Overtime this strengthens and results in you getting deeper into financial domination, as more beliefs are attracted and connected together. Combine this with having your orgasm being controlled by your Domme and it really does get wired into your subconscious mind on a very deep level. It can get to the point where it is very hard for you to have an orgasm without serving your domme.
As the mind links stimuli, emotions and thoughts together, it develops pathways in the brain. As an analogy, we can think of well used pathways as being like motorways. Lesser used pathways are like dual carriageways, lesser used pathways than that are like roads, and lesser used pathways than that are like dirt tracks. When your so deeply into financial domination that its hard to have an orgasm without serving your Domme, it's because the arousal/orgasm pathway is like a motorway linked to your domme. What you need to do is create an exit route so you don't go to financial domination, but an alternative route (e.g. vanilla sex) as this little diagram I did in MS paint shows:
The thick lines represent 'motorways' and the thin line represents 'dirt tracks' in the mind.
The way you condition your mind to use the alternative pathway is because, as a human, we have a choice as to how to respond to any stimuli. This is one thing that differentiates humans from insects and animals. Insects and animals just RESPOND to stimuli. Humans on the other hand have a choice as to how to respond.
By detecting stimuli, pausing, and choosing an alternative course of action, you can condition your mind to use the alternative pathway rather than financial domination. Over time, this will strengthen the alternative pathway into a 'motorway' while the financial domination pathway degrades into a 'dirt track'. This will mean that whenever you want an orgasm, you can achieve it through the alternative pathway!
This pathway metaphor is also useful for when your thinking about your domme. In many cases you think/obsess about visiting her blog/website/twitter. This usually prompts you to visit her clips4sale store, which usually prompts you to buy some clips. Those clips then prompt you to go crazy and splurge. The key is to find the start of this pathway, which is usually the urge to check her blog/website/twitter/clips4sale store, and chose to do something else before the momentum is gained. When I start thinking about Goddess Tierra I do 10 press ups. My muscles ache, but it soon clears the mind! From doing this my thoughts about Goddess Tierra have decreased considerably, to about 1 thought a day, and my desire/craving has reduced considerably, it's just a little thought now not a powerful compulsion and it can be easily dismissed.
Leaving your Domme
Now you've set your goals, and know the 'how to' of emotional control, it's time to leave your domme. I've left Goddess Tierra many, many times, only to return weeks later to serve Her again. If you 'leave' your Domme, then have a relapse, she will write about it in her blog/twitter/email you or whatever to try to make you return. She'll see you buying her clips and put it on her twitter, then instruct you to hit her wishlist. Dommes know the thought processes we have as submissives and exactly what to do to get us back.
What I've learned is not to leave your domme, but to prompt your domme to expel you! It sounds scary, but if your a fighter and your serious about overcoming financial domination it's what you have to do. What I suggest is to do something that irritates your domme. You'll know your domme so you'll know what you need to do. I prompted Goddess Tierra to expel me by saying I'd buy her the iMac. I got her hopes up, then shattered them. Dommes are used to getting what they want - when that doesn't happen they DO NOT like it! So like clockwork my ass was expelled from Goddess Tierra's club. Now I know I'm not allowed back, I haven't constantly checked her clipstores/twitter/blog like I did before, and I can move on to clearing the debts I have, finding a girlfriend who loves me for who I am, enjoying vanilla sex without having to imagine giving her my months wage, and having a fuller, more sociable and exciting life.
Summary
I hope this post has been of use to both slaves who want to become even better and serve their Goddess/Domme/Princess to the very best they can, and also to give motivation and advice to those slaves who want to leave financial domination. I'm not a psycho-therapist, so what I suggest is only theory I've picked up from the books and CD/DVD courses listed below. If you choose to follow my advice, it's your responsibility how things turn out and I can't be responsible for what you do. There is nothing dangerous here but I've got to cover myself!
Have a great new year and accomplish all your goals and resolutions!
http://findom-help.livejournal.com
Martial Mastery and Mental Warfare Secrets by Scott Bolan www.scottbolan.com
These programs are HIGHLY recommended! They sound like they were designed especially for financial domination. Findoms are masters of mental warfare. But with the info contained in those courses you can defeat them!
Psychology of Achievement by Brain Tracy
Frogs Into Princes by Bandler and Grinder
Introducing NLP by O'Connor and Seymour
The Mechanism of Mind by Edward DeBono
The Addictive Personality: Understanding the Addictive Process and Compulsive Behavior by Craig Nakken
Carlos Xuma's Secrets of the Alpha Man (Audio CD and eBook)
Speed Seduction Home Study Course by Ross Jeffries (Audio CD and workbook)
I'm writing now to apologize for how stupid I've been trying to run away all those times, and I hope Goddess Tierra will kindly allow me back to serve Her.
I splurged on Goddess yesterday, snapping up Her inflatable bondage bed and some cheap thongs. Last night I went to bed feeling so happy that I'd pleased Goddess. I knew how much Goddess wanted that bondage bed so I was very grateful I could buy it for Her and make Her happy. I also had the best orgasm I had since I ran away (I hardly ever came in fact – Goddess Tierra's clip 'Your sex life...RUINED!' is very accurate!).
This morning while I was at work I couldn't stop thinking about Goddess Tierra, my every thought was how I could please Her. I cycled home as fast as I could and got right onto buying more clips, then hit the wishlist. I bought small items at first, but it soon snowballed into buying Goddess' Mac computer. Since my 'escape' I was saving up for a new £900 ($1440) Hybrid bicycle for myself, but thats history now. Goddess Tierra always comes first. By the end of the night, I cleared 62 items off Goddess Tierra's wishlist, including Her iMac, DJ Hero, Her Juicy Couture purse and lots and lots of clothes and shoes and miscellaneous items totaling $3381.90.
This has pushed me to exceed my end of year goal of $25,000 sent to Goddess Tierra (total $25,454.79)!!
I've realized my purpose in life is to serve my Goddess forever and keep Her as happy as possible, to make sacrifices and do everything I can to make my Goddess happy. I promise I won't ever run away again, I've learned that is a big mistake and one I won't be making again. I really am sorry for running away - especially the way I did, without any notice at all. I shouldn't have done it and I am truly sorry.
I've just got back from a family meal to my favourite restaurant. It's been a while since I ate out. Being owned by Goddess Tierra means every penny of my spare cash goes every month. Talking about tributes I sent my Goddess a giftcard for Her upcoming Vegas trip last week. She is going to see so many exciting shows, all first class sofa seats of course. She deserves nothing but the best and I am so glad I can contribute to that. I know my Goddess is going to have so much fun when She is there!
Goddess Tierra has kindly allowed me a release for my birthday, I've just got to wait for Her new clip to be uploaded! I've been so horny all day, I can't wait to see Her new clip She has in store!
New clips added to the iPod/MOV clipstore!
The Sexiest Cruelest of them all
Genera: Tease and denial
Another sexy tease and denial clip I promise its the sexiest of them all. There is a little JOI mixed in but Im not going to give away all the details of this clip see it for yourself :)
Sniff the leather
Genera: Leather / Ass worship
I have received tons of request to do a leather ass worship clip and here it is! My precious round ass covered in yummy leather! I love the smell of leather and so will you after I tease then force you to sniff the leather in various parts! Sniff it booty lover!
My feet...your desire!
Genera: Foot Fetish
Dont these gold strappy heels look divine on my perfect ebony soles! Im showing off my brand new pedicure complete with a 14kt gold diamond toe ring and my brand new shoes from foot FREAK don! ahaha he has no clue I was going to make this clip about how you boys desire my feet you would love to be able to slip my heels off and caress and lick my soft warm soles.
- Mood:
happy - Music:Alice Cooper
It's been a while since I updated my blog, and as such there have been a few new clips added to Goddess Tierra's clipstores:
Letting the cuck out of the closet!
Genera: Cuckolding
Its about time I let you out the closet now that my man left. Did you enjoy listening to us fuck all morning long hahaha too bad for you I locked you in the closet and locked up your pathetic dick so you couldnt even jerk! You just sat there on your knees in the closet listening to the sounds of my man fucking me and doing all the things you losers dream of! Its time to let you out so you can 1) clean our sheets 2) wash the panties and boxers we WERE wearing and 3) so I can finally unlock you from your CB, Ive h ad the key around my ankle the entire time hahaha
Its my world bitch...your just in it!
Genera: Brat Girls / Financial Domination
Time for another reminder bitches! This is my world and you are just another fish for me to fry! No matter how much money you have spent on me, how many clips you own or how many fucking pairs of shoes you sent me.....you are still like every other loser trying to get my ever so precious attention! Im bratty as ever in this clip. Throwing out insults and humiliating you poor bois who seem to forget who the BOSS is! I even stop talking and ignore you with my feet in your face while I finish my delicious lunch!The only things running through your mind should be kneel. worship, PAY Goddess Tierra!
Breaking You down
Genera: Goddess Worship
You trying to resist ME??? It works for a few hours until you buy up another clip like this one and I remind you who controls your universe! I quickly break you down using my words and sexy body. I break you down till you are on your knees before me begging for me to control you even more! Trying to resist the power I have over you only makes things worse.
Total Brat Girlfriend Experience- Introducing you to the CB
Genera: Chastity
Remember how I told you i would never ever fuck you? I was serious your never going to get anywhere near me. You should just be lucky to have that title of me being your brat girlfriend! I have come up with a plan now to lock you up like I do my slaves yup bitch I am turning you into my locked up tortured slave and you WILL wear this CB! The only way to get out of it is by using the key that belongs to me hahaha being locked up means no jacking off and cumming for you. Your going to live your life like a real loser. Ive always wanted to lock up my pet boyfriend lol
Gold and Green Bikini Control
Genera: Masturbation Instruction
The clip starts out with me sayingnothing, me just teasing you with my body. I know this gets you super worked up staring at me in this tiny little bikini! I show you how to stroke and give you a countdown to your orgasm Your wife cant get a "rise" out of you like I can, nobody teases y ou like Goddess Tierra! BUY THIS UP BOYS! who knows when the next time I let you cum will be.
- Mood:
frustrated
Today I added two new clips to Goddess Tierra's iPod/MOV Clips4sale store:
Virgin Loser gets a chance....?
Genera: Tease and denial
Your how old and your still a virgin??? Lucky for you today is your lucky day Im going to rob you of your virginity and let you see what its really like to fuck a hot bitch! Yes you loser are going to get a chance to be able to fuck me but first your going to stroke and cum so the second time around you wil last longer! Stroke to my tits and cum on my command.....or not hahaha not only am I going to tease and deny you loser but, did you really think I would let you fuck me? hahaha yea right!
Recovering Clip Addict Session 2 - The Ass Addict
Genera: Ass Worship
I have 100's of ass worship clip and clips that feature my perfect round ebony smooth booty! Today Im going to help those of you specifically addicted to my ass. LOOK AT IT! Your never going to overcome this addiction to my ass so just buy up all my ass teases!
- Mood: happy
- Music:Metallica - Sad but true
Today my parents invited me on a holiday they are planning soon to Egypt. I'd love to go but politely declined for obvious reasons, which prompted my mum to ask the dreaded question 'What are you spending all your money on?!?!?' I just went red, it was so embarrassing lol. Thankfully I managed to change the conversation before she probed deeper!
I've been trying to login to C4S's old admin interface for the last hour, for some reason it's just not working. The new interface works fine but the old one is just not working. I'm pretty PO'd right now as I've got a clip I want to upload to the Tease & denial clipstore. I guess it'll have to wait until tomorrow :|.
Here are the descriptions of the new clips added to the iPod/MOV clipstore:
Total Brat Girlfriend Experience- Im NOT fucking you EVER!
Genera: Humiliation
Just because your my boyfriend doesnt mean Im going to let you fuck me! Your still a pathetic loser and would probably last about 2 seconds hahaha We just got back from an amazing dinner and Im super horney I put on sexy lingerie and everything to get the mood right......for me that is Im NOT fucking you! Thats what real men and toys are for tonight instead of fucking you I will be using my magic wand BUZZZZZZZ!
Panty Addict
Genera: Panty Fetish
My panties are like your special crack! Your ready for a new pair already arent you panty boi?
Im The BOSS!
Genera: Femdom POV
Take one good look at me slave! Do you know who I am? I am Goddess Tierra and I am your fucking BOSS! Im here to keep you little minions in check controlling every part of your life while you live beneath me! Im on a mission to manipulate all of you poor bois hehehe you cant resist this once the BOSS speaks your at my feet
White Bois pt. 6- Give me all the dough!
Genera: Financial Domination / Money Slavery
White bois give me all the dough! For example take this $2,000 tribute I just picked up from Western Union my bitch sent me hahaha I bent him over and fucked him out of 2k in just a few minutes. I love to play with it but I love stuffing it in my bra for safe keeping. I dont really count the money out for you losers I just play with it and tell you exactly why you white bitches will continue to send THE GODDESS all of your cash! Im the BOSS!
- Mood: happy
I've updated my Goddess' main c4s store and Her Dial up store today, and I added some new clips to the iPod/MOV store a few days earlier:
Peeping foot Perv
Genera: Foot Fetish
Your one of those guys who goes to malls, coffee shops etc. and scopes out girls sitting and dangling their heels under the table you think your so sneaky but this time I caught you! I feed into your pathetic little hobby by dangling my heels and soft soles in your face but I am going to tell everyone theres a new foot perv on the prowl
Coming Out
Genera: Goddess Worship
Dont you think its time you just came out and told everyone you know about me? I want you to come out of the closet and finally confess to everyone your devotion to me. I of course have a plan ahaha im using you boys to spread the word about Goddess Tierra pretty soon everyone you know will be under my spell too.
It's been such a long time since my Goddess allowed me to have a release, I hope I'll be allowed one soon.
- Mood: frustrated
- Music:Metallica - Wherever I may roam
Total Brat Girlfriend- Turning you into a foot freak
Genera: Foot Humiliation
Geez I've had a long day of shopping with your money, good thing you ran me some bath water like I told you so I can soak my feet and make you massage them! haha you massage my feet just like my foot bitches so I make you stuff my soles in your mouth mmmm taste good? I think you like that bitch...I mean boyfriend keep licking and massaging its your new secret fetish worshipping my feet while I boss you around. Dont you just love it?
Humiliated behind the glass
Genera: Shower Scenes / Humiliation
That sucks Im laughing, teasing, taunting and destroying your life all right in front of you and all you can do is sit behind the glass and cry like a little baby hahaha what a fucking loser no girls ever going to want you up close watching me behind the shower just makes you want to get closer and closer. so close yet sooooo far away. Story of your life LOSER!
Got your card!
Genera: Big Tits / Financial Domination
Your sitting across from me totally obsessed with my amazing chest as always. I tease you unzipping and zipping my furry vest so you can get a better view. I know just what I am doing as I move closer and closer and reach my hand across the table your not even paying attention as I take your ATM card right from your hands haha next thing you know its all mine! Should have been paying attention to what was really going on instead of staring at my chest. Now Im going to max this card out!
- Mood:
tired
Bubble Gum Loser
Genera: Bubble Gum
You want a piece of me loser? you got it first let me chew it up for you cover it with my spit and then spit it in your face haha. after that its your turn thats right im giving you the best treat ever my ABC gum yummmy. watch me chew it, stretch it, blow it and pop it wearing this tiny bikini. Chewing gum never looked so good huh?
Pimping you out!
Genera: Forced Bi
Dont think I havent noticed how little your tribute to me have become, maybe this economy is taking a toll on your income. Thats ok because I have a serious plan for all you slackers! I know how much you secretly wish you could suck cock anyways so now Im going to pimp you out! Im going to dress you up like a slut and pimp you out world wide. Im sure you bitches will fight for the top spot but only one of you will become the top cock sucker. Heres your first lesson! on your knees and suck my pink dildo like its real. Follo my cock sucking instructions and you will be the best pimped out whore ever created!
For my ass kissers
Genera: Ass Worship
My outfit alone will have you ass kissers falling to your knees! I tease you in my high waisted pencil skirt showing off all my curves before I unzip my skirt and make you kiss and worship my round booty! My ass owns you bois one look at it and your weak begging for more!
Ready, Set, NO!
Genera: Tease and denial / Orgasm denial
Controlling your cock again. I command you to take it out and stare at it while I tease you in my new bikini. I get you throbbing and allow you to touch it every now and then but just a few strokes here and there. I really love torturing you poor boys! I make you stroke then stop, watch and repeat until you just cant take it anymore then....I still say NO!
- Mood: frustrated
Chained Under The Stairs POV
Genera: Femdom POV
Since I moved into my new place a found the perfect place to keep slaves like you...under my staircase! You hear my heels go up and down the stairs you can see me through the stairs and you wait patiently for me to give you instructions. Listen up bitch I dont clean thats your job and exactly why I keep you down there. I dangle the key to set you free in front of your face, it would be a shame to lose this precious little key because then you would be stuck under my stairs chained for the rest of your life as my personal bitch doing whatever I make you do. As I come down the stairs to unchain you and make you clean my house I stand above you towering over your pathetic body and make you worship me. under my staircase is the perfect place for slaves.
Leg Control
Genera: Masturbation Instruction
Another leg tease. making you stroke and cum on my command. I give you a serious tease and at times dont even let you touch yourself watch my legs as I stroke them and walk up and down the stairs showing them off. My long toned legs are eye candy to you boys. They keep you on edge and you cant wait for a release. I give you a countdown from 10 as I tease and tease but do I let you cum hahahah lets see.....
Total Brat Girlfriend part 2- dragging you through the mall
Genera: Financial Domination / Money Slavery
I just got back from shopping and I've spent all my money now its time to spend yours got that slave..I mean boyfriend hahahaha your lucky I even go anywhere with you! I plan on parading you around the mall with your credit card in hand spending spending spending every last dime and your going to love it and yes you will be carrying all my bags. I told you being my slave...I mean bitch oh wait I mean boyfriend was going to be fun! hahah Im going to put a collar on your ass so everyone knows I OWN my boyfriend!
Tiny dick losers jerk it to my feet!
Genera: Small Penis Humiliation
You shortdick losers have no choice but to jerk it to my feet! Thats what your pathetic sad life consist of hahaha Watch me oil up my feet and humiliate your little stubby cock. I make you stroke to my feet as I tease you and even work you up to an orgasm. Little dick bois like you deserve nothing more than to stare at my feet and jerk it. this is your pathetic life!
Giant Goddess Zips you UP!
Genera: Giantess / Jeans Fetish
The great thing about these jeans is that there are tons of pockets that zip up. I can put pretty much anything in them including you little man. As I tower above you I make you climb into my pocket to be zipped up. Imagine the possibilities of being the little salve zipped up in my ass pocket.
I am your religion
Genera: Femdom POV / Financial domination
You cant live without me slave. You have become helpless in my world and putty in my hands. You crave me, you need me and my control. You have become my worshipping slave and I am your almighty Goddess. Kneel, Worship, Pay!
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- Mood: frustrated
- Music:Van Halen
I'm really getting horny again, it seems like forever since I last had a release. The last two nights have been super frustrating. I hope my Goddess will allow me to have a release soon!
- Mood: frustrated
My Goddess has some really hot new clips, I almost came in my pants watching Her new financial domination clip, and Her bra fetish and new tease and denial clips were also really hot!
These clips have all been added to Goddess Tierra's iPod/MOV clipstore:
Panty Boi Tease and Denial
Genera: Tease and denial / Panty fetish
I cant tell you panty pervs how many of you have been begging to get a pair of my dirty panties. I love making these little clips teasing you panty bois with a pair of silky panties you could possibly own but that doesnt make you any better than my denied bitches! Your going to stroke and worship my silky panties while I tease you and and then deny you like all the rest of my slaves!
Legs & Ass Make you helpless
Genera: Financial Domination / Money slavery
Im always finding out you specific obsessions and flaunting them in your face till you give me what I want and Im ready to pounce on you bois. Sit at my feet with perfect view of the two things that make your pathetic brain much, my long toned legs and round booty. Theres no way your going to tell me no while I shop on my laptop with your cash. You cant resist my greedy demands as I shop every dollar of yours away. You sit helpless worshiping my ass ans legs
Bra Talk
Genera: Bra Fetish / Big Tits
Its been awhile since I went through my very large very expensive bra collection, I never even bother wearing a bra most of the time and I dont even know if my boobs fit into all of these. Watch me try on several bras and sort through the ones that barely fit. Nothing can contain my giant boobs lol
- Mood: frustrated
Yesterday I sent my Goddess another $400 for Her tattoo session (which is next Friday), and bought all seven of Goddess Tierra's new clips from Her clipstore, and have added them to the iPod/MOV clipstore I run for my Goddess. Descriptions are below!
Hula Hoop Goddess!
Genera: Bikini
See what happens when people buy me cool stuff from my wishlist? This is officially my new workout a 4lb hula hoop bought for me by a fan. Watch me hula hoop in this tiny bikini I definitely know how to work this thing. This video is perfect for EVERYONE. Very little talking just working my curves around and around. I plan to make more of these but you boys are going to buy me bikinis to make these clips in head over to my wishlist and pick one out!
Tease & Denial in skin tight leggings!
Genera: Orgasm Denial / Tease and Denial
You already know before buying this clip Im going to fuck your life up with just one glance at me in the skin tight snake print leggings. Im back to take control of MY cock haahaha I tell you when to stroke bitch and your going to stroke the entire time I tease you with no one single hope of being able to have a release! You want to cum bitch? Pay your cum tax to Goddess and beg for an orgasm!
Slave to the 10's
Genera: Foot Domination
FUCK these shoes are sexy! A foot perv bought them for me of course and I couldnt pass on the chance to tease my foot freaks who love my ebony soles! You are all slaves to the 10's you worship, adore and pamper every inch of them. Fantasize about my perfect soles with this clip!
Locked & Blocked Cuck
Genera: Cuckolding
Im going to meet The Stud for drinks and im picking out shoes while my little cuck bitch waits. hahaha how pathetic im all dressed up and sexy and you are the lowlife cuck bitch on your knees! While im out I instruct you to put on your CBT and lock you cock up until I return. The only ones having fun tonight is The Stud and I while you sit at home locked and blocked bitch! When we return you can beg for leftovers aka beg to clean my cum stained panties hahaha
Total Brat Girlfriend Experience pt.1
Genera: Financial Domination / Money Slavery
Ever wanted to know what its like to be my bitch ass boyfriend? hahaha nows your chance bitch bois you want to see what its like to date a hot greedy demanding Goddess like me? Its not much different than being one of my slaves it might even be tougher because I demand more and more from you and Im definitely going to break your pockets!
Instructions for the tit loving loser
Genera: Cum Eating Instruction
My boob clips are no doubt my best sellers so this is s special clip for all my true losers who are in love with my perfect perky 34dd boobs! Jerk off to my bouncing boobs loser as I instruct you but of course I have plans for you! I know you will do anything to cum so do as I say cum on my command then lick it up like a dirty cum licking bitch! mmmmm gross hahaha
Trying on new Jeans from mikey
Genera: Jeans Fetish
Just a quick little clip for the jean fetsih bois to scoop up. A clip of me bouncing and squirming into my brand new skin tight skinny jeans that I bought with mikeys cash! I talk about turning one of you into a little man and stuffing you in my pants hahaha that would be a dream come true for all of you wouldnt it? Living a life in my jeans ooooh the possibilities
- Mood: horny
Juicy Ass- Rip Off Clip
Genera: Ass Worship / Financial Domination / Money Slavery / Humiliation
The same loser who paid $50 for 1 minute of cam time (what a rip off hahhaha) to see my juicy ass sent me a special request to fuck him over again. in a matter of minutes this loser was fucked over giving me more and more and more. So now I've decided to rip all you fuckers off with this rip off clip and make more $$$ off losers I decided to kill two birds with one stone and fuck you all over while getting ready for a photoshoot. The camera is focused on my ass while im getting ready and humiliating you ass addicts the entire time. Your so pathetic you paid for this clip just so you can be ripped off by me. You have nothing better to do with your life then to sit there and stare at my juicy oiled up ass for 20 minutes lol
Tease and Denial Game Piece 1-4
Genera: Tease and denial / Orgasm denial
Welcome to my very first tease and denial game bois! I know how much you boys love my sexy tease and denial clips so now I have created a little game for those of you who love my control. all 4 of these game pieces has a sexy video inside with full instructions which one of the videos is the winning game piece....even I dont know you will have to keep buying a clip until you finally find the winner! **All clips were stretched out to 4mins but all vary in time. FEELING LUCKY?
Last night Goddess Tierra very kindly allowed me to have a release, it had been some time since I last enjoyed a release, and boy it was good. Thank You Goddess!
New clips added to Goddess' Ipod/MOV Clips4Sale store:
Genera: Humiliation
Your wife got ahold of my 'wifey vid' and she wasnt happy she blew up my phone call after call hysterical and i finally decided to meet up with the bitch. I help her plot out her revenge on her pathetic husband-YOU. hahaha lets just say your wife is now my slut and is never coming home to you again im thinking of pimping her out now since she loves big black dick now haha you should seen the way she took the cock. buy this clip and hear all about it and my future plans for wifey. shes going to make the perfect slave now i own you both just like i said i would
Genera: Giantess
It sucks being so tiny doesnt it little man? im going out tonight hows the view down there while you check me out in this sexy dress? im not wearing any panties tonight and your so damn tiny you cant even view under my dress hahaha they only way to get to your level is for me to squish you with my giant ass
Genera: Big Tits / Financial Domination / Money slavery
everywhere I go eyes are drawn to my cleavage little white bois everywhere cant help but stop and stare and my big boobs! At the clubs and bars I seduce fools into buying me non stop drinks and for you fucks ar home I seduce you into emptying your wallets just like Im going to do now with this clip! Keep staring at my cleavage loser the deeper you fall into my trap
- Mood: horny
New clips added to the iPod/MOV clipstore, including my new favourite BUY ME STUFF financial domination clip:
BUY ME STUFF
Genera: Financial Domination / Money Slavery
Do exactly what my teeny little thong says and BUY ME STUFF BITCHES open your wallets get your hands off your cocks and shop for Goddess Tierra. I walk you boys through shopping on my wishlist in nothing but a thong a bra and thigh high socks teasing the cash right out of your hands follow my instructions and empty my wishlist. I deserve everything on there and then more more more. Im almost at 2500 purchased items on my list and thats not enough now its time to make you addicts work hard to get me prezzies.
Silky Legs
Genera: Masturbation Instruction
I know how much you all love my long legs covered in silky pantyhose, its been awhile hasnt it? Im wearing a black corset silky pantyhose and killer heels! I control you cock and command you to stroke until I strip my pantyhose down to my bear legs. can you last that long?
Weak for these
Genera: Big Tits
ooooh look tit addict its another boob clip to make the cash drip from your wallet! In this clip I test your willpower! I dare you not to jerk it while I tease you with my 34dd's I bet you cant help yourself your definitely going to fail this mission....there is a consequence if you do.
fiasco gets trampled by Tons o' Tootsies
Genera: Trampling / Foot Domination / Foot worship
fiasco monkey gets trampled by the perfect 10's and forced to do the things foot pervs are born to do.
Sweaty stripper socks
Genera: Socks
im so glad i have my pole set up in my living room anytime i feel like dancing and burning a few calories i just put on a sexy little outfit and some heels and dance. today i danced in these thigh high socks and now they smell like sweaty stripper socks which one of you foot sniffing freaks wants to sniff these socks
Hand Fetish
Genera: Hand Fetish
After months of request i have finally decided to add a hand fetish video to my store. i wash my hand twice with liquid soap blowing bubbles threw my fingers and towel dry and oil up with olive oil lotion and then put on my favorite sparkly ring.
The Tierra Fetish
Genera: Goddess Worship / Ass worship / foot worship / big boobs / financial domination, etc
Before you found my store you werent as deep into these fetishes as you are now huh.....ive got you falling deeper and deeper into a fetish hole and your finding out you have all these kinky thoughts now. you have a fetish for feet, heels, legs, ass, tits, financial domination, tease and denial...you just have an all around TIERRA FETISH. watch me exploit your secret fetishes and tease you addicts with all of my favorite
- Mood: happy
I have been ever so horny these last few days. It's been ages since I last enjoyed a release, and now I am really starting to get frustrated. I got used to being denied and my sex drive totally dropped off during 60 days of denial, but now it's back full strength again! I think its been almost 2 weeks since I was last allowed a release, and Goddess Tierra has decided I am to wait even longer before being allowed to cum. I don't blame Her though, I have been late paying for Her tattoo so I don't really deserve a release at all.
- Mood: frustrated
New clips have been added to Goddess Tierra's iPod/MOV store!
A walk in the park with my bitch!
Genera: Boot Fetish
Groveling bitches everywhere have been begging me to release another walking boot fetish clip....WELL here it is boot bitches! Take a walk with me in the park, listen to my boots hit the pavement as you follow close behind and I humiliate you for being so pathetic after walking and stepping in various things on the walk I make you lick my boots clean of course!
So you thought I liked you?
Genera: Financial Domination / Money slavery
ahahahaha CO-ME-DY! Cant believe one loser actually thought I had feelings for him lol are you serious a girl like me would never give a wimpy pathetic loser like you the time of day. Listen to me laugh and talk about how I made you fall for my tricks and now your addicted! I manipulate the little brains of you weak males and get what I want. I tell you losers just what your good for!
The Smoke and Ignore
Genera: Smoking
Its been so long since I sparked up a newport and since your here staring at me I think I will make you into my human ash tray! I humiliate you then ignore you until I tell you to inhale my white smoke.
Ultra Tease
Genera: T&D (Tease and denial)
pole dancing is where i really found out how weak men really are. You could never keep your cock under control once i start teasing you. watch me dance seductively around my pole teasing you boys and promising a release at the end of my 30 second countdown hahaha somehow that 30 seconds turns into 10 long frustrating minutes for you. i see you squirming keep stroking until i say stop. i promise you a release but we all know thats not going to happen.
- Mood: happy
- Music:Iron Maiden
2 girls 1 glass
Genera: Spitting
Miss Haley had no idea you bois were so disgusting! One of my slaves has forgot to send me his weekly tribute and I HATE late payments! Open up wide bitch! 2 girls and 1 glass you know what that means. We hock the loogies and you swallow them. Its a yummy treat for spit drinking losers!
Double Team Booty Shake
Genera: Ass Worship / Ass Shaking
My white bois love my big black booty. Look how silly you get when you have two big ebony asses in your face. Miss Haley and I humiliate you booty worshippers and shake our asses together in your face! You can even hear my man in the background laughing hahaha
- Mood: happy
The Wifey Vid
Genera: Financial Domination / Money Slavery
Imagine your wife stumbles across my videos while snooping on your computer! hahaha its definitely time her and I have a chit chat! Listen to what I have to say to your wife after she discovers your obsession with me. By the time shes done watching me shes going to want to serve me too!
The Beast and his beauty pt. 4- The4th of July Booty Special
Genera: Cuckolding / Ass worship / POV
What were you cuck losers doing all day on the 4th of July? I was sitting outside topless in booty shorts when the camera starts rolling! Admire my ass from where you are this is as close as it gets! The Stud films from his POV the ass shots are hot!
- Mood:
sick - Music:Van Halen
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