When the new year arrived, I deleted all the clips I bought, all $1k+ of them. It wasn't easy, but I knew I had to get rid of them so I wasn't carrying them over into the new year.
I'm now almost 2 weeks into 2012 and so far I'm doing well. I get urges every day and night though, and right now I can assure you I have a huge urge to just hop over to Goddess Tierra's clipstore and splurge. I'm keeping myself under control though, and making good progress, and I am being rewarded for it. I have suffered from porn induced ED for many years, which completely ruined my sex life, but things are really improving in that area. I'm getting more intimate with a girl now, and although the porn induced ED is not yet fully cured, things are certainly improving. I'm meeting up with her again tomorrow, I'm pretty confident things will perform tomorrow night. I just need to keep away from the porn and findom, and not let it screw me up. The longer I am free from porn/findoms influence, the more my innate, natural sexual desires will start to show through, and the more natural sexual practices will appeal to me .
PS: This will be the last time I post here, so don't think I'm rude if I don't reply to your messages/comments.
I maintain my main porn/findom addiction recovery blog over at pornaddictioninfo.com: http://www.pornaddictioninfo.com/boards/viewthread.php?tid=6725