Since I broke free from porn and findom, I got my first girlfriend, improved my financial situation, reduced my stress levels and improved my confidence. I have also seen an improvement in my porn induced ED, though this has yet to be fully cured. I'm hoping my erectile function with real women will return to normal by the new year, if not certainly by the new financial year in April 2012.
The benefits of quitting this addiction are immense. If I had continued down the path of addiction I would hate to imagine where I would be – deeper in debt, more serious P induced ED, no GF, more dependent on my former domme and findom and porn, bad relationship with my parents, bad credit rating, bad financial situation, missing out on life, low self-esteem, low confidence, poor social skills, increased stress, depression and anxiety.
This time next year hopefully I'll be writing about how great my life has become. I'd be a whole year free from porn/findom, I'd have a huge chunk of my debt repaid, I'd have a new GF, and my levels of self-esteem, confidence and self-respect would have reached an all new level.
The benefits of sticking at recovery are really worth it. I'm going to keep going until I succeed, there is no giving in for me.